Today I pulled for the collective Taurus sign to ask about their past and current person’s feelings toward them and the secrets they hold. 

The question asked of the Universe and Guides was: “How does the past person on the mind of Taurus in a romantic connection feel about them emotionally? How does the current person feel about them? Please provide the secrets each hides from Taurus.”

Cards pulled:

Past Person
Tarot: Five of Swords, Queen of Cups, Eight of Pentacles
Secrets: Uninterested clarified by The Heart

Current Person
Tarot: Seven of Wands, Five of Wands, Seven of Cups
Secrets: Thief clarified by The Ship

My interpretation:

Past Person

The past person who lingers in your thoughts is wrestling with a storm of conflicting emotions. They are deeply torn, trying to reconcile their feelings for you while attempting to shift their focus inward. This is clearly reflected in the tarot cards drawn for their energy: the Five of Swords, the Queen of Cups, and the Eight of Pentacles.

The Five of Swords is a card that embodies conflict, miscommunication, and unresolved tensions. It’s a powerful symbol of the strife between the two of you. This person feels as if, no matter how hard you both tried, you simply couldn’t see eye to eye. Every conversation, every interaction seemed to devolve into a battle of wills. Neither of you was willing to back down, and in the end, this relentless conflict wore both of you down. The energy between you was so charged with tension that it felt like every discussion had the potential to become a full-blown war. This card is often associated with the concept of irreconcilable differences—the sense that no matter how much love or effort is present, the relationship just couldn’t find peace. You both fought fiercely, but in the end, it may have felt like a victory where nobody really won.

However, despite the conflicts and the emotional scars they left behind, the Queen of Cups reveals something more profound: your past person still holds a great deal of love for you. This card speaks of emotional depth, compassion, and a heart that feels deeply. Beneath the layers of hurt, they miss you, and they still care for you in a way that is tender and genuine. The Queen of Cups suggests that they think of you often, perhaps reflecting on the good times and the emotional bond you once shared. It’s a complicated mix of emotions—they may not want to return to the turmoil, but their heart hasn’t fully let go.

The Eight of Pentacles shows where their energy is currently being directed. This card is one of focus, hard work, and self-improvement. Your past person is throwing themselves into their work, using it as a distraction from the emotional upheaval. They are trying to put the relationship, the pain, and the unresolved feelings behind them by immersing themselves in productivity and financial gain. It’s not that they are indifferent or cold-hearted, but rather that work is their coping mechanism—a way to move forward and focus on themselves for now.

The secret they are keeping from you is revealed by the card “Uninterested,” clarified by “The Heart” from the Lenormand deck. The Heart is a symbol of love, charity, and forgiveness, but when paired with the message of being “Uninterested,” it becomes clear that they are not seeking a reconciliation. They have chosen not to pursue a romantic reconnection, not because they don’t care, but because they are not emotionally ready or willing to reopen that chapter. However, the deeper truth here is that they are not seeking anyone else either. They are not out there looking for love or jumping into new relationships. If you’ve been wondering if they’ve moved on to someone else, the answer is no. Even if they are dating or with someone casually, their heart isn’t truly in it. They are simply not interested in pursuing love with anyone at this time.

Current Person

The current relationship you find yourself in seems fraught with tension and unresolved issues. The energy between you and your partner is heavy, and there is a sense of conflict that seems difficult to escape. This is illustrated by the tarot cards: the Seven of Wands, the Five of Wands, and the Seven of Cups.

The Seven of Wands speaks volumes about your partner’s emotional state. They feel incredibly defensive, as if they are constantly on guard. It’s like they are walking on eggshells, unsure of how to navigate the space between you without triggering an argument or misunderstanding. They feel the need to protect themselves, to defend their actions or words, even when no direct conflict is occurring. There is an undercurrent of tension that makes them feel vulnerable, as if they always have to brace for impact. This card suggests that they may be feeling emotionally drained, trying to stand their ground in what feels like a constant battle.

The Five of Wands intensifies this feeling by highlighting the conflicts that seem to plague your relationship. This card is one of struggle, tension, and communication breakdown. Your partner likely feels as if the two of you are frequently at odds, with misunderstandings piling up faster than they can be resolved. There’s a sense of being on opposing teams rather than working together toward a common goal. They may feel overwhelmed by the arguments or disagreements, leading them to become more withdrawn or fearful of approaching sensitive topics. This constant state of conflict is wearing on them, and they may feel as if peace is elusive.

Amidst this chaos, the Seven of Cups offers a glimpse into their desires and longings. This card represents wishful thinking, dreams, and the hope for something better. Your partner is imagining a different reality, one where things between you are calmer, more harmonious. They wish for a stronger connection, one that is free from the turbulence that currently defines your relationship. The Seven of Cups suggests that they are longing for a different dynamic, but they may feel unsure about how to achieve it. They are lost in their own thoughts, fantasizing about what could be rather than facing the current reality head-on.

The secret they are hiding is indicated by the card “Thief,” clarified by “The Ship” from the Lenormand deck. The Thief card suggests a sense of loss, something taken away—whether it be physical, emotional, or both. When paired with The Ship, which symbolizes travel, adventure, and journey, the implication is that something significant happened during a trip or vacation. It could be something from the past, perhaps even before you were in their life, but it weighs on them heavily. This secret may involve a theft or a situation where they acted deceitfully, and they carry a sense of guilt or shame about it. They may not have shared this with you, not because they don’t trust you, but because they fear judgment or the repercussions of revealing this truth.

There’s a weight to this secret, one that makes them feel like a criminal in their own mind, even if it was a small act or something long ago. This hidden shame might be contributing to their defensive nature, as they carry the burden of this secret in silence. It’s not just the act itself, but the emotional toll of keeping it hidden that adds to the complexity of their feelings.

Decks Used:

Broken Mirror Tarot, What’s the Tea Oracle by Sishui, Slavic Folklore Lenormand Deck by Faina Lorah